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Arnold, My hope my dream, Why can't I tell you my love, my passion?Must I always live in secret,plotting to get near to you? Must I always live in this darkness?by:Helga G. Pataki(ME!) June 26
Dear Diary,
What was I thinking today? I had another PERFECT chance to be nice to Arnold AND a PERFECT chance to tell him how I feel! I blew it, again! This is how it went:
Mr.Simmons:We are sorry to say but Lila is moving today.
(The whole class had sad faces on but me.... I was and still am happy little Miss Goody Two-Shoes was moving away again....)
Lila:I will miss you all ever-so-much, but I have to leave in 5 minutes.
(She went through each row, and she finally got to Arnold, who was sitting in front of Me, and Arnold asked her once more...)
Arnold:Lila, I will miss you a lot, and I was wondering...Do
you Like me, Like me?
Lila:As much as you would like so, I stll do not Like you Like you, but I still Like you.....Good-bye Arnold, I'm ever so sorry!
(Well I was the last person she reached, and me being glad she was leaving, I just said...)
Helga:Bye, Lila..
Lila:Bye Helga, I will miss you ever-so--
Helga:I get the point,now leave already!
*After she left, I found Arnold sitting by himself at lunch and decided to cheer him up........what a mistake that
was*
Helga:Hey, Football Head, whats with the blue expression... missing Li-la?
Arnold: Kinda....She said she only likes me-
Helga:I know, but she does not Like you, Like you....Figures
you should have gave up on her in the first place, Arnold..
Arnold:But there is always a hope that she will come back to Hillvalley, Right Helga?
Helga:Don't bet your bottom dollar on her, Football Head..
Arnold:Why are you always so mean to Lila, helga? *he clenched his fists at his sides*
Helga: because, I have never liked Lila,She was always perfect, and me nothing! i would plot to get rid of her, but it made mycircumstances worse.... and she was always stealing someone special from me.*tears shimmered in my eyes, and I hung my head dopwn to cry*
Arnold:Who?
Helga:* I some how managed to choke out, I can't tell you Arnold......I never have the guts to tell anyone*
*Arnold stated to open his mouth, but I never heard him because the bell rang......... what was he going to say? He seemed to have forgot about our whole lunch conversation by the end of the day.......*
Will I ever do anything right?
Helga G. Pataki
Do you dream of me, Arnold? Does your day brighten up when you think of me, like mine brightens up when I dream of you? Do you imagine us married, Arnold? DO you imagine me like I am now, or do you imagine me more perfect? Do you love me Arnold?-Helga G. Pataki (ME!) June 28
Dear Diary,
I still can't believe I blew Arnold off! Well, Little Miss Perfect is out of the picture, so I have a better chance, right? Footballhead doesn't even see me ploting behind his puny little back.
Just wait, I'll get Arnold set right into my little trap. I'll get him to think I'm Cecil again.....he did like like Cecil, didn't he?Well.....Little Miss Perfect knew my secret, but she's gone to Pleasantville-or whatever scummy little village she lives in,so...she's no threat to me. Pheobe,since she's my best friend, she is no threat to me...so I'm home free........
Helga Pataki 
How must we understand love? If we are so far from it, how can I cherish it? How can I feel Love, if we have yet to understand it? Is this what we are wanted to think? To think so highly of the other person, yet threat to hurt them? What is this crazed thing?-Helga Pataki (Me!) June 29
Dear Diary,
Phoebe was sick today,pretty sad since school let out today.Oh well.
Bad news!Bob is thinking about dragging us to Egypt for summer vacation.Oh, I would love to see the Pyramids,but I wouldn't see Arnold.What should I do
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